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My Journey with CFS

Nutrition. Love. Healing.

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I get it. Honestly I get why you don't get it. Your not a fan of the green stuff right?

Why drink green juices? Why don't you eat gluten? What is the problem with dairy? 

Your cool with your western diet right and your perfectly healthy - "Maybe if you had a good burger you would feel better this green stuff isn't doing you any good." If I had a £1 for everytime someone said that to me. All I can say is I wish I was you... I wish I could not give a second thought to what I eat or where it came from or how my body will react to that food.

But the reality? The reality is if I ate corn flakes and milk for breakfast, a sandwich with processed meats + mayo for lunch and a pizza for tea, numerous cans of fizzy drinks + coffee all day, awesome for you. 
For me? I can wave goodbye to any smidgen of hope of a recovery if I ate like that all day.

Celebrate in your health, say "thank you body for never failing me". 
My body? It is so sensitive, it reacts to gluten, it reacts to sugar and all the foods everyone takes for granted. 


I am a determined individual, I don't want to be ill. I want to be like you, I want to be well and have a life. The only way my little body will allow that to happen is if I feed it real food. If I help those little cells along. (Those 'little cells' I want to support are the mitochondria which is the power house within our cells, so I am eating to power the inside of the cell because they don't work properly for me)

I make my own organic almond milk because the shop bought versions are full of sunflower oil which have add no benefit to my body whatsoever.


I try to eat 8 fruit and veg a day because it's packed with nutrients to fuel as much energy as I can manage.
I drink 3 litres of filtered water a day to flush out the huge amount of toxins my broken body has built up.
Let me be clear this isn't a liver which is struggling, a headache which needs pills, for a lot of chronic fatigue patients the issue is at a cellular level.


What i'm trying to say is enjoy your food & enjoy your life. But please don't judge others on what they eat. We eat like his because we have health conditions and we are determined individuals who will go to great lengths to be well. Even eating green food, we may never be as well as you, but I can tell you one thing, if we ate a western diet everyday like the rest of the world our health would be even worse.

When you have a serious chronic life changing condition, juicing helps us, spinach smoothies help us, real foods heal us. Our goal is to heal & repair our broken bodies. Nutrition is the only thing which has helped my symptoms. If it takes green smoothies, organic food, wheatgrass shots and a handful of supplements a day to make me well then that's fine with me.

Bring on the green juice people!!

Becks xoxo











Lets play a game...

Ever had really really bad flu when your confined to bed? Remember and imagine that... Maybe then add on a huge hangover... OK now run 5 miles... You probably are not feeling ideal.
But it's OK you will be fine in a week and back to normal.


But let's pretend you don't have flu... You have severe chronic fatigue. Every fibre of your being aches and hurts whilst you can only lie in bed. 
The tiniest bit of light which comes through your blackout curtains hurts your eyes and brain, everyone who comes into the room has to whisper because the noise is too much. You don't have the strength to lift a glass, so a straw has to do. 
You rely on other people to bring you water and any food you can cope with, maybe only soup in small portions. 
You switch the TV on to stop the thoughts in your mind but it's too bright and too much to handle so you can only cope with Peppa Pig, basically on mute. The furthest you can manage to walk is to the toilet and back. What's the point? Why are you even here? 


You hear everyone downstairs talking about their day and having tea together, there is noway you can make it down the stairs. Life is still happening around you, even downstairs in your home you are just not in it, real life. You live in a bubble of sickness. Your body is giving up. You know it is real but you pray it is a horrible nightmare. You pray tomorrow will be a better day.


At this point, why do you continue to fight? What's the point in the numerous private functional tests? Are you really even doing it for you anymore? No. You don't care anymore. You don't want to even exist anymore. It's a battle just to live every single day. Now the only reason you continue to fight is for the other people. The people who feed you, the people who bath you, the people who cuddle you and cry with you and pray for your recovery. 


I still have people asking me "Are you just abit tired?" - This isn't a case of tired. This is a case of having your life ripped apart by a debilitating chronic painful illness. 
This is real life condition.



Thankfully this isn't me everyday, some days i manage to shower and come downstairs. I have started to use my mobility scooter again for small trips out the house. I have good and bad days.



All my love right now goes to my amazing friends who continue to text and visit and don't give up on me. My boyfriend who lies in bed with me and endures endless children's programmes. My family who never give up on me and support me everyday of my life. My poor parents who never imagined having their 24 year old at home needing everyday care.
Finally my beautiful baby Cockapoo who sits with me in bed and gives me constant unconditional love



It's very important to say this illness effects every person around you and I appreciate them all for sticking around.

Biggest shoutout to Peppa Pig, thanks for always being there with me in my TV screen so I never feel lonely. 


Becks xoxo

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Hi my name is Becky. I have a great love for health & nutrition, currently finishing my Nutrition diploma with CNM & cuddling lots of Cockapoos.

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