For about a month now I have been especially unwell & really struggling.
Literally not being able to get out of bed is very disheartening after all the effort & work I have put in to be well. I was making good steady progress.
The worst bit is having no answers as to why.
The only thing we can put it down to is my Lyme protocol, recently it has changed & new anti-bacterial herbal drops have been added. These kill the bacteria in my blood therefore, have caused alot of bacterial die-off & added to the toxic load on my body. It must be all the added toxins circulating my body have been the reason I am feeling so bad.
It's a love/hate relationship because although they are causing alot of bacterial die-off, it needs to be done & in the long run it will make me feel better.
I have a Perrin Practitioner (physiotherapist) who does drainage of the lymphatic system with me, then I do it at home every day. She has asked me to increase my toxin drainage to three times everyday instead of the once. Too many toxins in your body can cause your system to become very hot & inflamed, so to help this I have to also sit with frozen peas on my back for 10mins 3x every day.
It's all abit annoying but if it has to be done. Also I need to pay extra care to what I am eating, anything to lower the toxic load on my body to an absolute minimum.
New anti-bacterial herbal drops (Cowden Protocol for Lyme Disease)
My ever extending protocol
I have also been abit stressed at the moment & obviously very down & frustrated. The alternative option we looked into for some help with Lyme treatment, came to a dead end. I spend the weekend watching a Livestream of a Lyme conference in America, it was informative but blew my mind it's all so confusing. We sought the opinion of a Lyme charity & they were very helpful on further ideas & paths to look at, finishing the email with - "Becky is a very unusual case". If I had a penny for everytime I have heard that...
It does make me doubt if I can fight this illness, I'm still around people who are of the opinion I can, but it's a very trying time at the moment.
The fight seems to have left me lately.
I love Coconut water & Gingerbread Nakd bars - detox
I am feeling well enough this week to get up & shower/bath each day & change into fresh pyjamas/trackies. I miss normal clothes & make-up & looking nice.
I have a 'uniform' - lounge pants, T-shirt, hoody, ponytail, colourful animal socks.
Fudge & Poppy my Cockapoos xx
I hope I can be more positive next time & I start to feel better soon.
Hope everyone is doing well
Bekz xxx
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